Wednesday, November 29, 2006

gym-ing aint fun...work out for 1 day, pain 2 days..try it guys -_-

12:27:00 am; noMUSIC ; noLIFEU


oh well...i highlighted my hair today..red..and it isnt that bright...ok nvm..wad is done is done..stop complaining..and also i dun resemble anyone pls..thank you..to be thankful i shorten my hair once more.. -_-! this time is really wad u call S H O R T... but nvm, i think the money is well spent, 25 for highlight, cut and treatment..not bad eh..although the colour not that bright, perhaps i chose wrong colour, we will do it again in the future..probably two years plus from now..in around 6months plus time, i am going botak already..so no point...i have plenty of nice photos to upload and show u guys, but not today, no time..

good nights,
non-bright red head

12:03:00 am; noMUSIC ; noLIFEU

Friday, November 24, 2006

sian...today mood isn't too good..just doesn't feel right..even going for a play "Frankenstein" at raffles hotel doesn't help much...



good night..

3:29:00 am; noMUSIC ; noLIFEU

Thursday, November 23, 2006

hmm..wad a tiring day it is, went out at nite with my buddies, jus reached home not long ago..haha..let me say smthg i wanna say to my dear bro who mistaken me for having feelings for a girl who is my best buddy's sis..oh goodness gracious me, why my dear bro keep saying that? LoL..i jus merely says that my best buddy's sis is pretty..and indeed she is wad..that doesnt mean i have feelings for her..i dun even know her! LoL..well oh well..i jus take it as a joke..hah..sometimes its gd in a way u laugh at urself how ppl make fun of u..i mean, its fun, isn't it?haha..take it easy bro..friends get together are meant to have fun..and the bottomline is i dun even know her..lol..so dun bother asking me whether is it a fact..it is jus crappppppp...

12:55:00 am; noMUSIC ; noLIFEU

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

haha, today i went to town for a walk with my cg members and cut my hair, i came across this..cool eh...indeed for where your treasure is, there your heart will be also..this is one of my fav verse..haha

look at the before and after difference, after all the pressure from ppl around me..haha...my precioussssss is shorten...oh well, this hairdo is kinda weird..probably not used to it...and its maintenance is not cheap...

joyce and i went to a salon for a haircut while nette and sa were playing with the boss's cute little puppy, it keeps running around in the salon or rather lazing around..haha..the puppy is cute indeed..but look at linette..she was squeezing it in the photo..oh man..poor puppy.. >.< another one here..raisa tried to take photo with the puppy, but the puppy seems uninterested..lol..

12:06:00 am; noMUSIC ; noLIFEU

Sunday, November 19, 2006

yesterday svc was gd, blessings of God, taking responsibilities of your life, ultimate security etc etc..it impacted me deeply. especially on the ultimate security. perhaps i really doesnt have that in the past, and hope to attain it in the coming days.

even though, svc was great, but i still feel angry?frustrated?weird? (duno how to describe)..jus uncomfortable feeling about myself.. i realise smthg, ppl in the cg has a very wrong impression of me.. i maybe one in the past, i maybe one in ur mind, but i am sure i am not one right now... how to put to words..the feeling was jus pure uncomfortable and irritating? oh well.. wad is over is over.. let those have ears hear..let those have eyes see.. i know the fact that a person's impression in one's mind is set in the first few minutes of conversation, but why are ppl limiting that to their mind? can't a person change? ...oh perhaps i am reaping what i have sown? like one of my fellow members always says (shall not disclose names again) "What you sow, you shall reap!" but she meant it the other way, not the good stuff i have sown..sounds like retribution or smthg...well oh well..thats life indeed. i suppose changing ppl's impression is just too hard...i am beginning to feel tired...am i suppose to fight against principalities and powers? hah..

5:15:00 pm; noMUSIC ; noLIFEU

Saturday, November 18, 2006

With buddies like these, who needs girlfriend? LoL!

How lovely! Sch would be boring without these people..lol

Went to lunch at BotakJones Clementi with my buddies..lol..Food Name: You Crazy What!, Price: 11.50, Outcome: Can't finish..food is quite gd..but just too much..lol

1:35:00 am; noMUSIC ; noLIFEU


hoho! i am back, exams over! a great feeling man..haha..and also a wonder cg meeting today.. feeling happy too..haha...

hmm, what should i talk about? how about music preferences? hah

i personally love music, i love drumming (duh, my blog -_-), hah, i believe that a good piece of music can be a remedy to a bad day, i personally love those love songs, sentimentals, oldies ;), rock, and some pleasant ballads..haha..these songs keep me accompany when i am feeling down..but i dunno why recently i'm kinda into mandopop, haha, its like how many thousands of years ago when i last into mandopop..lol, but well, whether eng, mando, or wadever song, a nice song = a nice song, but i still like the song Right Here Waiting by Clay Aiken, its very nice, an old song sing in a "new school" style..and also my all-time favourite, She'll be loved - Maroon 5..haha..i added She'll be loved and also a nice song by Counting Crows - Accidentally in Love

12:33:00 am; noMUSIC ; noLIFEU

Monday, November 13, 2006

life isnt good these days for me.. problems after problems, when is it gonna end? is it just me? am i the problem maker or the problem solver? it makes me wonders....

Is it true that ignorance is bliss? If it is, i think i will rather be one like that... sometimes i feel that MYOB* is good, very good, what is the point in submerging urself in the problems of others when u alone fail to solve ur own...well..nvm...this wk is my exam wk, i can't care much what is around me, let me finish this wk and see how...

last wk, one of my dearest cg member told me something (i shall not disclose any names), she made a statement to me, "a person whose rating is of 10 will attract another person whose rating is of 10 as well, a person whose rating is of 1 will attract another person whose rating is of 1." To be honest, i totally agrees to what she says, she made a right point there. Fantastic, but on the other hand, she sends me into some deep thoughts, if that works out to be the way, should it means that if a person attracts noone, he/she has a rating of big fat zero?...hmm... tag your comments, open up my mind about this...

ps: MYOB* = Mind Your Own Business

2:55:00 pm; noMUSIC ; noLIFEU

Saturday, November 11, 2006

today's word was great. To be a good finisher, i realise i have started many races and din manage to finish it. I've decided that i am going back to the races which i started and finished it. Its gonna be tough, its gonna be stressful, nevertheless i will take the step of faith to do so. I hope i will finish it beautifully...=)

3:43:00 am; noMUSIC ; noLIFEU

Friday, November 10, 2006

another tiring day..assignments, project, study...so many things to do... i did some of my assignments and left with 1 or 2 more, and i have to finish up my project soon and got to study to prepare for my exams next wk.. this is gonna be so tiring..

Went for discipleship earlier on, and we were talking about breaking our fallow grounds, having the right attitude towards God. I realise it is very true, many of us fail to break our fallow grounds. Our hearts have to be broken before Him, but many of us fail to do so. There are times when we know that we have to do something, but end up we did not do it, mainly because of the attitude in us which stop us from doing it. I think its partially fear of failure that sets into our hearts which stop us from doing the things of the Lord. We have to break our own will and do according to His will. Say is easy, doing it is not. Nevertheless, i will give it a try...

Recently, i have been thinking about my life, planning ahead of what am i going to do for the next few years. When come to thinking about my life now, i realise that i have tall and huge emotional walls around me. On the outside, i appear to be fine and such, but deep down inside, i feel that there are actually alot of problems. I find it hard to relate to people when talking about serious stuff concerning my life, not that i doesn't want to share, but i don't know how to. i jus simply find it so hard. I would jus suppress it down and let it go. I know its not the right way to do so, but at least that's the easier way out for me. Even if i share problems with people, i make sure whatever i share is being filtered first, mainly due to past bad experiences. Feeling for being framed/"sabo-ed"/misunderstood is never good. I have to be on guard on the words i say to people. I think i have emotional walls built around me, partially got to do with my upbringing.

Since young, my performance in sch is constantly compared with other ppl. Come to think of it, i really had no life during those days, its always study, tuition, tv, study, tuition, tv. No life indeed. Although things started to change after i went into sec sch, pressure on studies drop tremendously until such a point where my results were not good. Even though those comparing days are over, it somehow left a scar in heart, which made me feel inferior to those who does things better than me. Low self esteem sets in immediately. Constantly, questions pop out in my mind. "Am i not good enough?", "Why it is always me?", "It always my fault". These questions were tormenting, making me a person of low self confidence. But there's nothing much i could do, just to put a smile on the face and smile it off. I jus simply doesnt know how to be a person of self considence. I have confidence in others but hardly in myself. I don't know why. All these just leads to me building emotional walls around me. I want to break these walls and am trying to break it, but at a very slow pace. It is not easy for me...

4:55:00 am; noMUSIC ; noLIFEU

Thursday, November 09, 2006

this is just so tiring..530am..i just finish some of my research and assignments...and many more to go...i cant take it..everyday is like this..i need my sleep...i am too tired to blog today..i shall blog tonite..the end.. zZz

5:30:00 am; noMUSIC ; noLIFEU

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

woah..another late night for me...schwork seems to be nvr ending even when i am having my study break before my exams...what is this man? we students paid money for the lecturers to drive big cars, and we students work hard day and nite (i am sure we do), jus to achieve a cert, dip, deg, etc. i sitting in front of my comp doing work (plus a little of gaming and blogging here and there), but still i am WORKING...but lets get realistic in the society of S'pore, u need a dip, deg to get u a gd paying job(give more to building fund, haha)...so...lets WORK HARD!!!
sorry ppl for the crap i typed. i am just bored...shld i write a story or talk about philosophies??
hmm, lets just talk abt a simple yet complexed topic..
What is your purpose in life????
High flyer, drive big cars, own 5Cs, get married, have kids,get a mistress somewhere in kuku island, retired and die? Are these consider a purposeful life for u? For me, perhaps not..i wanna lead a colourful life..a life which can be of an influence to the society out there and glorify the King..i wanna be a musician, yet working in the marketplace..i know it seems tough and unachievable, nevertheless, all things are possible with God..jus imagine, "a marketplace influencer" by day, a musician by night, cool eh..earn big bucks, glorify God, impact lives,haha..i think that is my purpose in life, my ultimate goal. A goal that seems so far but yet i have faith in God that it can be achieve..i dun know how, i dun know when, i just know that God will make it happen...who knows? 5 years down the road, i might be in BBG and serving in the music ministry..haha! how wonderful can that be?
How about you today? yes you! the one reading this, what is your purpose in life? if u still uncertain about it, its time to seek God for it, if u know ur purpose in life, start moving towards it.. ;) the path to ur purpose in life maybe tough, it does not come easy, it will not come easy, but God is always there with us...press on....=)

3:52:00 am; noMUSIC ; noLIFEU

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

woah~ this is my first ever humble blog..spending hours jus to design a blog...not easy man..everytime look at others, blogging here blogging there, seems fun, i also decided to have one for myself..haha..today marks my first step towards blogging the neverending thoughts from my mind..by the way, i've put some of my favourite songs in this blog which i would like to share with some of you..enjoy it =)
well..thats all for today folks..im getting too tired...shall continue tmr...gdnitez

3:02:00 am; noMUSIC ; noLIFEU

About Me

Wee Chong
~ 5th Feb 1987
~ 20 yrs old
~ Singapore Poly Grad
~ BMT Kestrel Coy
~ SISPEC Juliet Coy
~ AISL BX Coy
~ City Harvester

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~ Drumming!
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